i really wish i didn't cry. so dumb. i figured out that i eat when im bored and so i tried not doing that today, and it worked out pretty ok. i had a salad and an eggroll for dinner. and a sucker at lunch. and some chocolate milk at nite. i skipped lunch and breakfast; i thought i would be dying, but i really didn't feel that different. i almost ate potato salad. i had it half open, and then i put it back.